When Summer Sneaks In and Puts Up Its Feet

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photo credit: Vegas ER via photopin cc

Summer is here. It seemed to have slipped in during the night when we weren’t looking, creeping quietly through the screen door, kicking up its feet and asking for an iced tea.

It’s says here I am. And I’m delicious.

Summer is all skinned knees and toes rubbed raw from the pool’s rough steps. It’s hair that smells like sunscreen and greasy cheeks and goggle lines round the eyeballs.

It’s the casual way a boy (or three) walks down the street or plays in the yard, now all comfortable with going shirtless and most of the time without things on their feet. It’s the impromptu bathrooms that look strangely like your front yard bushes. Or your neighbor’s. Heaven help us all.

It’s hot dogs for dinner and lunch and snacks mid-day. And steaks. And burgers. Anything, really, marinated by men chefs, cooked on a grill and eaten while drinking lemonade out of plastic cups.

It’s the lazy hair, the un-fussiness of it all. The look of windswept sunshine, feeling permission to be natural for a short three months. It’s wearing sun visors and ridiculous floppy hats and sunglasses that make you look like Jackie O.

It’s regular ice creams, mid-day, late in the day, any day. The magical siren song of the ice cream truck, pure and precious in the eyes of your children. It’s the dripping, just like old times, down your arms–red, white and blue stickiness–the most perfect of summer tattoos.

It’s fierce and furious brotherly spats; knock-down, drag-outs that result in time-outs and secret snickers and conspiratorial smiles behind parent backs. It’s the renewal that follows, mostly due to the irresistible trampoline and Legos are always Switzerland.

It’s the movies, cool and inexpensive, every week. At a dollar a pop it doesn’t much matter what’s playing as long as there are Junior Mints. It’s seeing old favorites and watching your kids’ reactions out of the corner of your eye. It’s grabbing hands and blaming allergies in front of their friends when your sensitive one sheds a tear.

It’s bug bites all down your legs–painful, angry and red. It’s forgetting bug spray and paying the piper. It’s summer in the South, folks, a price to pay. It’s the realization that it’s totally, totally worth it. (I mean, can you possibly put a price on a Dogwood?)

It’s finding ways to cool down, mostly big jumps in the pool, sometimes a hose or a squirt gun right in the eye. It’s the big grins and exhausted bodies. It’s the endless heat and the amnesia of winter.

It’s swim team mornings and long, long meets. Races, buzzers, ribbons and watery smiles that spray you in the face when you greet them at the end. It’s moms who nearly cry with pride when personal fears are left in the wake of a solid freestyle stroke.

It’s late night bedtimes, late night chats, one more movie and brother sleepovers that produce the most fantastic scheming. It’s sure, let’s eat s’mores and yes, swimming counts as a bath. At least tonight. And if you’re honest, probably tomorrow too.

It’s hanging out with your kids, it’s home all day, it’s readjustment. It’s quiet reading and “mom, I’m bored” and thank God for no more rush-rush. It’s re-learning who you are to each other and how you move to this dance called family.

It’s saying no so you can say yes. It’s saying yes and finally, for once, not saying no. It’s feeling brilliant and fun and not so grumpy. It’s surprising and delighting and why don’t we always live like this?

It’s come on in and stay awhile. It’s kick up your feet. Have an iced tea.

It’s welcome home, summer. Welcome home.

Here

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photo credit: carolune via photopin cc

I’m participating in Five Minute Friday (a day late but oh well) sponsored by one of my favorite bloggers, Lisa-Jo Baker. Five minutes, just writing. No more. And . . . go.

The prompt: “Here”

Little one,

I remember sitting in the car, my head turning backward to see what we had accomplished. We had filled our car, full, of the people I loved and a few treasured belongings. We were fleeing from a major fire up on the mountain near our home. Once the ash starting raining in our yard, we looked at one another, your dad and I, and started hunting and gathering. It didn’t take long to grab you, the dog, our wedding photos, a few clothes. We jumped in the car and headed for clearer skies, air that wouldn’t cause your newborn lungs to struggle.

And I remember looking backward, seeing your little head and our furry dog and a few small things that fit in a small car and I didn’t feel scared. I felt content. My heart was in this car. Here. Here we were, all of us. Secure, together, here.

It’s one of my snapshots that linger in my mind. Of a time that was peaceful when it shouldn’t have been. A time that was sweet, when it should’ve been scary. I see our little car, loaded with us–our life– and I realized that God had blessed us with what was in that car. Here was exactly where I wanted to be.

So, baby, as that fire burned, another one burned as well. A beautiful one, that will never go out.

The Heaviest, Most Delicate Things

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I wear these three initials around my neck.

You would think these small things would’ve broken off by now given the life of the one who wears them. And the hands that grab at them. And the wild journey behind them.

But they rest secure right in the center, moving with the heartbeat that reverberates through my chest. They weigh next to nothing in the grand scheme of things but they are the heaviest, most delicate things I own.

They are stamped onto a circle of gold. Deep and clear. Etched in for the sake of permanence.

This necklace is a tangible prayer of thanksgiving.

But it’s also a prayer of petition. It’s not complete.

As light as it is, it feels heavy with the absence of the missing ones.

There are more out there that need to be added.  Names unknown. Initials yet to be revealed.

How many, only God knows.

But they’ll join the ranks when the time is right.

For now, I wear the three. Gold, blazing in the Light, as we prepare for the rest to come home.